I was never a morning person nor a Monday lover.There's something about these two that make me uneasy. It might be because they mark the start of something. I guess i classify myself as a late afternoon person or a night person, the creative juices come out during these times.
What am i writing about, really?
Imperfections.
As much as i try not to be imperfect,sometimes, emotions run through me like water rapidly moving. Being human isn't just about the logic and sometimes, as much as i hate to admit it, emotions can make an impact as to who i am as a person.
As i've blogged about before, i used to have a code-less phone and a prepaid sim that runs out of load every single day contrast to what i have now. I have 2 phones, 1 provided by the company and 1 i bought (which i hope will be changed into a more high-tech phone for Christmas, too much? actually still thinking about prioritizing my needs vs my wants) and a Samsung galaxy tab. These things practically show how God turned my world upside down.
We're not wealthy.
People thought that wealth runs in the family. FALSE. The truth is, if we were rich, i wouldn't have to work overtime or work per se. We would have had a 2 br condo unit and i might as well be studying another cours.
But, If there's something i wanted people to see how wealthy i am, it would be my relationship with people and with God. I know how holy it sounds but we should treasure what matters most right? Having a lot of money doesn't guarantee happiness and i am really and truly grateful how rich i am with my relationships.
Friday, November 2, 2012
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This is it... WAS should have been the perfect term if the feelings from the concert have left me. and yet the feelings are still here almost tangible and surreal.
I was really happy for being able to go to the concert despite the distance of our seats from the stage. It's just now that i have realized that the nearer, the better. However discontent i might sound i am glad that the memory of it shall stay for life.
The most unforgettable part of the concert was me getting all emotional, got teary eyed at the sight of the boys. It's been 5 years since i started admiring the band. Yup, since i was 1st year college. It's still dream-like for me and only the pictures make me realize that i was there, physically, spiritually and emotionally.
I felt happy. Like a kid seeing a shooting star for the first time or like a cat seeing something shiny or whatever it is that makes us humans feel joy and overwhelmed by happy and positive emotions.Yeap...im on a fan girl moment now.
They say pictures worth a thousand words, so i guess this experience is worth a thousand pictures? :-)
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Prior-ities.
Priorities.
Sometimes, answers to questions in interviews seem too staged. Hard-working is a strong word and i think i underestimated the power of that word.
I really feel sorry for the inability to balance my schedule and to make time. I truly miss being able to be around people and spending time with them.
What have i been busy with?
Work. Work and Work. I know this became an issue when bigger responsibilities have been given to me 2-3 months ago. I now lose track of time. They say i'm having a really close relationship with my laptop. How sweet! Anyway, at the back of my mind, i know God has been pounding me to rest and keep calm. I feel alive more and more to think that God has a reason for me staying and dealing with difficult people(there's just 1, actually).
Should i just resign?
I'm lifting it all to God, all i know is i did what a person who believes in God would do. Let go and Let God. It's not without works, it's playing your part and let the scriptwriter do what needs to be done on His part. Are you happy? This is a question i can't answer. I think i'd have to tally the days of happiness and sadness. Generally, I'm OK but overthinking, i guess.
Plans
1. I'm giving myself a chance to be with myself once a week,at least. Let no one disturb my getting to know me hour(s). I don't want to lose myself in the process of the time balancing.
This means:
1. No cellphone
2. Quiet time (More talking to God, less talking to people) Although im doing this everyday, this STILL has to be included (it's like recharging my soul)
3. Silence
2. Setting limitations. When you spoil people, they will never know how to stand up for themselves. Remember, work for God not for men-Meaning do what you think will please God, and it definitely means not overdoing things, i'm definitely not the owner of the company.
3. More time for family. I miss being a kid, i'd have to be 1 once in a while.
What's the point of this blog? Knowing when to stop, think and rest.
Stop - If God rested on the 7th day, why can't we?
Think - Would God like you to not enjoy youth and life?
Rest- If you've overworked yourself, REST is a good time to refresh. Even computers have a refresh button.
Sometimes, answers to questions in interviews seem too staged. Hard-working is a strong word and i think i underestimated the power of that word.
I really feel sorry for the inability to balance my schedule and to make time. I truly miss being able to be around people and spending time with them.
What have i been busy with?
Work. Work and Work. I know this became an issue when bigger responsibilities have been given to me 2-3 months ago. I now lose track of time. They say i'm having a really close relationship with my laptop. How sweet! Anyway, at the back of my mind, i know God has been pounding me to rest and keep calm. I feel alive more and more to think that God has a reason for me staying and dealing with difficult people(there's just 1, actually).
Should i just resign?
I'm lifting it all to God, all i know is i did what a person who believes in God would do. Let go and Let God. It's not without works, it's playing your part and let the scriptwriter do what needs to be done on His part. Are you happy? This is a question i can't answer. I think i'd have to tally the days of happiness and sadness. Generally, I'm OK but overthinking, i guess.
Plans
1. I'm giving myself a chance to be with myself once a week,at least. Let no one disturb my getting to know me hour(s). I don't want to lose myself in the process of the time balancing.
This means:
1. No cellphone
2. Quiet time (More talking to God, less talking to people) Although im doing this everyday, this STILL has to be included (it's like recharging my soul)
3. Silence
2. Setting limitations. When you spoil people, they will never know how to stand up for themselves. Remember, work for God not for men-Meaning do what you think will please God, and it definitely means not overdoing things, i'm definitely not the owner of the company.
3. More time for family. I miss being a kid, i'd have to be 1 once in a while.
What's the point of this blog? Knowing when to stop, think and rest.
Stop - If God rested on the 7th day, why can't we?
Think - Would God like you to not enjoy youth and life?
Rest- If you've overworked yourself, REST is a good time to refresh. Even computers have a refresh button.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Vacation
My work plays a major role of my every day life. No day will pass without someone sending me text messages about work. I guess this is the life I need to get used to. However, it's been a year, isn't it too much? I don't know.
We just got back from Puerto Galera and the place is beautiful. We literally swam with different marine creatures(sea urchin, small fish, small jelly fish and we saw a nemo type of fish) I was able to climb a so called remnant of the mountain rocks and it was a pretty good experience for me, the wounds pretty much define how eager i was to reach the top/ other side of the beach.
My right leg feels uncomfortable now but the experience i had, it's one of the best experiences i have(had). I really thank God for making us safe during our trip. The white beach part is really intriguing i wasn't able to stay long... it'll definitely be fun there, wish my friends and i can go there.
I was really happy to see the only medium sized fish available for viewing at the time we were on the sea, walk then ride on a tricycle for 40 pesos and sleep on time. Earlier than the usual sleeping time of mine.
I was able to do a lot of things i wanted to do in a short period of time, isn't that amazing? But i wish i could have enjoyed more. It was really dream like when i picture it now i guess, the experience really does make the difference.
Next time we should buy an underwater camera!
:D
Monday, January 9, 2012
#fapting 2012 day 3
Loud and Clear
sunday's the day 3 and i felt how hard it is to completely focus on the promise.
Have you ever felt that God's clearly teaching you a lesson and you seemed to fear failure?
God gives us Grace and i'm still taking my lessons one a time.
This day's lesson: God shakes us to remove what needs to be removed and to see what needs to be improved.
sunday's the day 3 and i felt how hard it is to completely focus on the promise.
Have you ever felt that God's clearly teaching you a lesson and you seemed to fear failure?
God gives us Grace and i'm still taking my lessons one a time.
This day's lesson: God shakes us to remove what needs to be removed and to see what needs to be improved.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
#Fasting2012 Day 2
Appreciation.
This day made me realize how blessed i am because of the things(tangible and intangible) God has given me. There are a lot but here are just some of the things I noticed to have been changed,"evolved" and developed.
1. I used to have ONE cellphone which is usually codeless and broken,plus i have to ask my mom to send me load in order for me to be able to send text messages. It's embarassing when i have to use a rubber band in order for me to see the text messages people sent me. But now, I have a dual sim cellphone (which contains my SUN number, usually used to call and receive call from the office) and a Samsung phone(personal phone i bought for my GLOBE POSTPAID number- to which i pay every month). Looking back, I never thought i'd be able to have one fixed cellphone but now I have 2 working and both are touch screens.
2. When my mom won a laptop in a raffle (during a Christmas party in their company)1 or 2 years ago , i wished that it was mine. But due to the financial instability that time, she had to sell it in order for me to finish school. It's funny how the exact model/brand of that laptop is the same as with the laptop my company issued me.
3. I always dreamt of having a digital camera so i wouldn't have to borrow whenever I have to attend special occassions and now, I have one
This day made me realize how blessed i am because of the things(tangible and intangible) God has given me. There are a lot but here are just some of the things I noticed to have been changed,"evolved" and developed.
1. I used to have ONE cellphone which is usually codeless and broken,plus i have to ask my mom to send me load in order for me to be able to send text messages. It's embarassing when i have to use a rubber band in order for me to see the text messages people sent me. But now, I have a dual sim cellphone (which contains my SUN number, usually used to call and receive call from the office) and a Samsung phone(personal phone i bought for my GLOBE POSTPAID number- to which i pay every month). Looking back, I never thought i'd be able to have one fixed cellphone but now I have 2 working and both are touch screens.
With God, All things are POSSIBLE
3. I always dreamt of having a digital camera so i wouldn't have to borrow whenever I have to attend special occassions and now, I have one
Job 42:10
After Job had prayed for his friends, the LORD restored his fortunes and gave him twice as much as he had before.
4. I used to think that what my Victory Group leader was doing will never be done by someone like me. I used to belittle my capacity to lead a group of youth but now I'm leading a group of young students who minister to others esp. to kids<the future leaders, teachers, ministers etc.>.
Proverbs 19:21
Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the LORD’s purpose that prevails.
5. Items #1-3 are tangible things God has blessed me with. But, i think, the most important thing He has given me is the ability to touch other people's lives. It's the ability to love and amazingly be loved back (not that i'm requiring people to love me back). I've seen a lot of things, situations and events that have happened in others' lives and I'm just thankful of how God used me as a channel of blessing, comfort and a Word-Sharer to others. It's amazing how He molds us into someone who can help others in our own little ways...i'm especialy amazed by how He molds us to be better and stronger as we face trials in our lives.
James 1:2-3
Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.
Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.
Deuteronomy 8:18
But remember the LORD your God, for it is he who gives you the ability to produce wealth, and so confirms his covenant, which he swore to your ancestors, as it is today.
This year I'm still believing and in Faith for the other major things/events God has planned for me tomorrow, the day after that and the rest of 2012.
DAY2!! :)
Friday, January 6, 2012
#Fasting2012 Day 1
It's been a while since i updated this blog site. It's been Months i should say, so what's been happening to my life?
I'm doing this to share with you my insights and what's been revealed to me day 1 of fasting (today's just day 2). I'm doing fasting differently, instead of the water fast i was aiming to do since last year, due to my stomach's condition, i have to make sure to eat whenever i get hungry or better, not to feel hunger at all. God knows this so I'm definitely not cheating.
Day 1. Jan 6 2012
The busiest day of my life or at least one of the top 10 but my take home knowledge will forever be mine.
Every morning, usually before i eat breakfast or do something i make sure to read my Bible. Contrary to who i used to be because i'm not a morning person, i disliked doing anything whenever i wake up. Not that i'm a morning person, OK so what was the Word yesterday?
\ˌkris-chē-ˈa-nə-tē, ˌkrish-, -ˈcha-nə-, ˌkris-tē-ˈa-\
I'm doing this to share with you my insights and what's been revealed to me day 1 of fasting (today's just day 2). I'm doing fasting differently, instead of the water fast i was aiming to do since last year, due to my stomach's condition, i have to make sure to eat whenever i get hungry or better, not to feel hunger at all. God knows this so I'm definitely not cheating.
Day 1. Jan 6 2012
The busiest day of my life or at least one of the top 10 but my take home knowledge will forever be mine.
Every morning, usually before i eat breakfast or do something i make sure to read my Bible. Contrary to who i used to be because i'm not a morning person, i disliked doing anything whenever i wake up. Not that i'm a morning person, OK so what was the Word yesterday?
- Giving to the Needy
- Prayer
- Fasting
- Treasures in Heaven
- Do Not Worry
- Religion vs Christianity
What struck me the most was of course the word about fasting. Fasting does not require your popularity as someone who's doing fasting perfectly or someone who shows how hungry you are because your fasting. Doing either of this 2 makes you known for doing what should be done because you're part of the church not bringing necessarily bringing glory to God.
You might be saying I'm just saying this because I could eat during this time of fasting, TRUE but doesn't this point make you realize how important it is to let God see what your heart longs to do?
The second and I think the most important point of yesterday is :
RELIGION vs CHRISTIANITY
I saw my CV yesterday and saw this portion : "Religion" The part was greatly emphasized, i think I know why.
According to Merriam Webster dictionary (merriam-webster.com)
re·li·gion
noun \ri-ˈli-jən\Definition of RELIGION
1
a : the state of a religious <a nun in her 20th year ofreligion>b (1) : the service and worship of God or the supernatural(2) : commitment or devotion to religious faith or observance
2
: a personal set or institutionalized system of religious attitudes, beliefs, and practices
3
archaic : scrupulous conformity : conscientiousness
4
: a cause, principle, or system of beliefs held to with ardor and faith
Christianity
Chris·tian·i·ty
noun\ˌkris-chē-ˈa-nə-tē, ˌkrish-, -ˈcha-nə-, ˌkris-tē-ˈa-\
Definition of CHRISTIANITY
Religion is "a personal set or institutionalized system of religious attitudes, beliefs, and practices" and Christianity "Belief in the teachings of Jesus Christ"
Yes, your Religion may be Born Again Christian, Catholic or Muslim but I guess the most important part of having a religion is when you abide by what it teaches you to do.
And with what was shared yesterday, the point of being a Christian is knowing that Jesus already gave salvation to us and good works are just an output of how grateful we are by what He has done.
Powerful wisdom was given yesterday and up to now I still can't get over the logic of how this wisdom is so true.
Today's Day 2. What shall be revealed?
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