Priorities.
Sometimes, answers to questions in interviews seem too staged. Hard-working is a strong word and i think i underestimated the power of that word.
I really feel sorry for the inability to balance my schedule and to make time. I truly miss being able to be around people and spending time with them.
What have i been busy with?
Work. Work and Work.
I know this became an issue when bigger responsibilities have been given to me 2-3 months ago. I now lose track of time. They say i'm having a really close relationship with my laptop. How sweet! Anyway, at the back of my mind, i know God has been pounding me to rest and keep calm. I feel alive more and more to think that God has a reason for me staying and dealing with difficult people(there's just 1, actually).
Should i just resign?
I'm lifting it all to God, all i know is i did what a person who believes in God would do. Let go and Let God. It's not without works, it's playing your part and let the scriptwriter do what needs to be done on His part.
Are you happy?
This is a question i can't answer. I think i'd have to tally the days of happiness and sadness. Generally, I'm OK but overthinking, i guess.
Plans
1. I'm giving myself a chance to be with myself once a week,at least. Let no one disturb my getting to know me hour(s).
I don't want to lose myself in the process of the time balancing.
This means:
1. No cellphone
2. Quiet time (More talking to God, less talking to people) Although im doing this everyday, this STILL has to be included (it's like recharging my soul)
3. Silence
2. Setting limitations. When you spoil people, they will never know how to stand up for themselves. Remember, work for God not for men-Meaning do what you think will please God, and it definitely means not overdoing things, i'm definitely not the owner of the company.
3. More time for family. I miss being a kid, i'd have to be 1 once in a while.
What's the point of this blog?
Knowing when to stop, think and rest.
Stop - If God rested on the 7th day, why can't we?
Think - Would God like you to not enjoy youth and life?
Rest- If you've overworked yourself, REST is a good time to refresh. Even computers have a refresh button.
